I said, "I want to write..",
My mind said, "NO!".
I said, "You can't tell me what to do...",
My mind said, "Of course, I can!".
I, being stubborn, stuck to the point that I wanted to, "I want to write...".
My mind, looking at the 10-year-old child stuck in a 22-year-old body, with a pity smile, said, "You wouldn't be able to, not now at least .."
Worried, curious, and anxious, I pushed the question "WHY?"
To this, my mind said, "Give yourself some time, you are still a chaos .."
But I was stuck, saying, "But people would be waiting for me to post a picture with a caption, that'd be a delight...",
My mind said, "Yes, but what about you?"
Me being me, not listening to my mind, sat with my phone and notepad- because we are a generation who have forgotten pen and paper, you say words?!?!
Sat there, rebelling, "I will write! I will write!"
Hours passed and my mind interrupted me, just to say, "Leave this for some other day .."
The calm voice of my mind was nothing less than a pricking thorn,
My mind continued ...
"not today, not today,
You are just a mess today,
Write some other day,
People might get confused reading what you write today ..."
That was it,
I didn't want to hear anything more,
I told my mind, "Watch me write!",
My mind replied, "Write what? What are you going to write?
About the confusion, which isn't letting you decide what to do?
About the words, you aren't sure to use?
You, me,... your mind, we aren't in sync right now!"
With confidence, I said,
"You gave me what to write on,
You, me,...us together,
The talk we just had with each other .."